Quirky, Fun, Lovely, Lively, Intense, Straight Forward, In Love with Life, In Love, Heartful, Playful, Present, Writer. I wonder if (in this profile), I express my heart and love for life and where I'm at with myself and in my life, if the written word will come across as new age wimpy or egotistical. I don't feel I am that! I feel strong and clear and very passionate for life and living/expressing/being my magnificence... whatever THAT is! I feel like I'm having (at least) 5 relationships: (the order changes all of the time...) 1.) with myself - I love being alone and find myself one of my biggest sources of entertainment. I love having space and time allllllll to myself. I love enjoying my life/self so much... my heart feels so full and rich... and of course I have the times that i take myself so seriously, it irritates the hell out of me... I guess my biggest lesson of late is truly learning the art of not being so hard on myself. And the other thing I have been learning about for myself is: What IS my balance... not as ONE structured way to be - but In Each Moment. 2.) my new boyfriend - of nearly three months - he's just a delight to me - strange to say - but there's an adjustment to feeling so comfortable and at home with someone - to relish in two hearts dancing in a shared depth. 3.) my novel - a dream that I ended a 13 marriage and moved countries and changed my entire life to create space for... I mean there were other factors for me ending my marriage, and I didn't move countries so that I could write, I moved countries because they wouldn't let me have my residency if I wasn't married.... anyway, it's taken me an embarrassing amount of time to finally surrender to writing this friggin novel... and I am so in love with it.... as well as quite annoyed, insecure, doubtful, irritated, basking, fulfilled, pleasured, challenged and many, many more emotions... 4.) my home - I love my home... sometimes I shout out to it how much I love it... I live in a round house! A dome...actually 2 monolithic domes connected by a 30 ft breezeway with 360 degree views. I have over 30 plants and HUGE round windows; about 5 ft diameter windows overlooking the mountains! And S P A C E ! Ohmygod... I love Space and I love my space. I have a wonderful view and in my 'backyard' are several 14,000 ft mountains. 5.) my friends - I have amazing friends and so much love in my life - I didn't grow up with deep and loving connections and consider that I have created a 'spiritual family' over the years - I am touched to gratitude soooo much Also.... about Me... In being honest, I found that the question of my sexual orientation can't be answered by the options they provide... I don't consider myself straight, nor do I consider myself bi-sexual... I'm Just Me - Responding to Love - As Is Appropriate. Feeling like I don't have eyes for any one else right now, however, if a yummy woman showed up that stirred me up in the right way - I'd love to see if my boyfriend felt connected too... And the money question, they aren't providing the right option there either! ... Facts are... I ain't making a cent right now... I'm living off of my savings - hoping my novel KICKS ASS. And I have a Plan 2, a very Practical Plan in my old field of humanistic psychology, that I imagine would easily bring me in the income I have listed below.
On Gather, I'm Looking For ...:
Fun, Liveliness, Humour, Artistic Expression, Conscientiousness - but not serious and 'straight', Networking, Agents interested in my writing!!, Wild at Heart communications and connection, Another writing competition, Good music, Playfulness...., Beauty,
